This is the story of how our love begun.
I still remember the first day that we met, It was through a date app and it was about 3.30am in the morning when I couldn't sleep and needed to talk to someone and God sent an angel to me when I'm in need. Chatting with her just makes me feel like I'm in a different world and everything just feels so comfortable with her. We started texting each other in that app till 1 day I got fed up of the messenger and decided to ask her for her number and the best part was she didn't even hesitate to give her phone number. (I was really interested in her and was trying to get to know her more) We started texting each other on whatsapp and talked about almost anything till one day I was feeling fucked up at work and she came to cheer me up with one of the lamest jokes about animals and I decided that I'll play along with the joke acting like I don't know about that joke and that was the start of when we first started sending selfies to each other. One of the nights when I'm home from work, she was texting me telling me that a guy really likes her in college but she has no feelings for him(To be frank,I already started to generate feelings for her when started comfortably texting but I just didn't know we would end up together), So I tried to advice her on how to ask the guy to back off if she has no intention on being together with him. I still remember that night I was lazy to type because i was quite tired and decided to used my first whatsapp call on her and we started talking till the morning like time didn't exist. That was then we started to talking to each other so comfortably that I decided I should video call her and see how she looks like real life and when I saw her face instantly I fell in love with her beautiful face. She has that face that I would call an amazing girl that I would like to spend the rest of my life with and I was just so damn lucky to be able to talk to her even if its just through webcam. That was when I started doing stupid things such as telling her to listen to the songs that I'm listening to and doing the gwiyomi in front of her.(To be honest I didn't feel shy at all while doing them because I wanted her to see that I'm a humorous guy and get her full attention on me). Haha! That's when we started skype sleeping, I still remember that that first skype sleep she was snoring very loudly and I took a feel screenshots to show her and I even had a video of her snoring loudly because eventho she's sleeping, she's still as beautiful as how she normally is. We then made a date in my ex college because the most coincidence part was that she's also studying there and she told me that she would like to have breakfast and meet. I was so excited that night that I couldn't even sleep and I was awake so early in the morning and sped off to college to see her as ASAP as possible. She was late to campus because we were supposed to meet at 8am but she ended up reaching at 8:15am. I was patiently waiting at Old Town with a couple of my friends and that was when I saw her,(I actually met her before when I was in campus chilling but that time I still didn't know her) I tried to surprise her by hiding but I guess she saw me first and to be honest she does look like someone with a lot of class when she's wearing her shades and I was losing my confidence because I come from an average family and doesn't owned much branded outfits or accessory. We went to the mamak for breakfast and while we were at the mamak, she told me that her ex-boyfriend was at the mamak too and he was giving me the worst cock stare I've ever gotten in my life. But I was actually feeling quite proud that I'm able to eat breakfast with such a beautiful girl, and talking to her in real life was much more comfortable because I get to see her smiles,her happiness and her laughter. I remember eating my favorite Nasi Lemak Ayam at the mamak and she was eating maggi goreng which is what she always orders and while we were eating her legs kept touched mine and I thought she did it on purpose so I asked why she kept "liu" my leg and she laughed and tell me that she didn't do it on purpose. I was really uncomfortable with her ex boy-friend staring from across where I was seating and her 10am class was about to start, So I decided to sent her to class but instead she told me that she still has time and asked me to chill at starbucks with her. That was when I see that she has lots of amazing friends in campus and they all came to sit down at our table,(which was interrupting my date with her) I was quite annoyed at the start but as I get to know them too I started to feel that they're quite friendly too. Time flies when I'm with her, because as we continued chit chatting I didn't noticed the time that she's late for her class for more than an hour and the time for me to go to work was almost reaching. We took a few selfies together that I still keep them today as memories and I remember that I dared her to post the picture of us on Instagram and write something sweet and she reply me saying if I would do it first then only she'll do it. Before I left college I remember that she needed a lighter and I was carrying my limited edition BIC lighter that was a gift from my Sri Langka friend and I decided to gave her the lighter while speaking in cantonese which was what she said that gave her that spark towards me and also that I told her that I would do something lame as to go to a corner and bend down to draw circles which I literally did. While I was on the way to work, she sent the photos that she took on her phone asked me which photo I would like to post and I posted our first photo together on Instagram with the caption of Ed Sheeran's thinking out loud "We found love right were we are bae" I remember I started annoying her by calling her b(short for baby) and bae because she told me that the guy who likes her keeps calling her nicknames as well and she actually got comfortable of me calling her b and that's when I started to change her name in my phone contact to "B". I remember when I first started calling her b, She was quite annoyed by it and she sent me one of the most funniest and awkward typo in a text saying "Stop calling me b" "I lick you in the balls" which was supposed to be kick but we just laugh it off and continue to text. We even started using each other's selfies as our phone's wallpaper which made me really happy and more confident in making her my girlfriend. The day before I was going for a trip to the U.S for a week due to my sister's graduation, I went to college to her because I know that I will really miss her a lot and I want to spend the time I have left before leaving and she gave me her jacket that day to keep me accompanied during the trip which made me glad that I came to college that day. (I literally brought the jacket around me during the whole trip when I was in U.S because it makes me feel like she's always with me) While I was at the airport before my 4 hours of flight to Taiwan, I spend my every sec that I have to keep her accompanied and making sure that she doesn't lose any interest in me. The 4 hours of flight made me miss her a lot that I couldn't even rest well on the plane because I was just wishing that the plane would land ASAP so that I'm able to talk to her and hear her beautiful voice. The minute the plane touched down at Taiwan, I instantly took out my phone to see that she had sent me lots of messages saying that she miss me that made me desperate searching for an available wifi to be used so that I'm able to talk to her. I actually lied to her that I was using the airport's wifi to Facetime her because she wouldn't accept my calls if I were using my own data which would be very expensive. (Money wasn't important at all because getting to see her was worth everything) Before the 14 hours of flight to U.S, I requested for a few of her selfies to help me overcome the "missing her like hell" situation which she sent me and I kept them in my camera roll's album titled "Love of my life". (The album was actually created for the purpose of accumulating the pictures that sent me to be able to use it one day as a surprise at her birthday or maybe even our monthsary) To be honest, I always wanted to celebrate my girlfriend's birthday and being able to do something special for her. (Guess it'll never happen again this time) The 14 hours of flight to U.S was really uncomfortable because I couldn't sleep at all and the only thing I could do when I think of her was to replay her voice notes and to see her pictures which help me stayed up awake throughout the flight. After the 14 hours of flight and safely touched down at U.S. I was really exhausted but in my mind all I wanted to do was to text her and tell her how much I missed her and share my experience wherever I go. It was around 2am when I arrived at LA airport and it takes about 3 hours to travel to my sister's house in Fresno. I was suffering from jetlag because my body clock was still adapted to the Malaysian timing and I couldn't fall asleep and thank god she was there to Facetime me till I fell asleep. (I guess that's when I noticed that I could never fall asleep without her being next to me) The distance and the difference in time zone was really eating me from the inside because the time that I get to text her and see her was very rare and difficult and all that I was hoping for was that time would pass by faster so that I'll be able to go back to Malaysia to be by her side again. 14/05/15 That day was the day I finally mushed up all my feelings and confidence to confess to her and try to make her my official girlfriend which ended up making me the most happiest and luckiest man on earth when she said yes and also given me the chance to able to be called her boyfriend. This is how my story begins, but sadly there's no happy ending in this story.
